The land of anonymity

We live in a day and age, where we are granted, the right to say anything we want without fear of having to face the person. Who hasn't been guilty of this? Saying things that you would most likely never say if you had to look, the person in the face, while saying it. This is what the internet provides, don't get me wrong, it provides a lot of great things too. A sort of global interaction, and understanding of other people that would be impossible to gain without the internet...

However in light of recent events that I've witnessed, hurtful things being said. Fingers pointed- and no thought or consideration given to feelings...I think I have learned a lesson. Don't say anything anywhere that you wouldn't say to the person if you were standing there. Its ok to not agree with someone, but its not ok to belittle and to be rude.

Moron By Default

Hello to myself because apparently that is what blogging is for, to talk to ones self.. I still so dont get this but its supposed to be theraputic...Whatever. Random thoughts. I hate domestication, I loathe the kitchen... Its the one place where i feel completely and utterly lost. My mother is a fantastic cook, as for me, I have the graceful ability to burn water. Yes that's possible and no don't ask me how. I'm not telling!

Tunes - Gretchen Peters, Gretchen Peters, Gretchen Peters...Please listen to her music she's one of my favorite singer/songwriters and certainly doesn't get enough credit :)

Shows- Grey's Anatomy- Sara Ramirez- that's pronounced Sada by the way.. she sings and when she sings fever I melt. Enough said!

Movies- I haven't seen anything I have liked in ages

Reading- I am rereading The awakening by kate chopin

Ok I am going to go continue on my domesticated path and do laundry...and eat a sandwhich. then stare at a bag of dorritoes and tell myself that its chalk full of calories and i shouldn't eat them but will likely give in and eat them anyway...So suck on that LOL

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new and shiny

Newest post in like over a year or more...Yeah I suck at the whole blogging thing. But hey I did actually manage to remember my log in stuff, after trying several different emails and passwords LOL! Ohhh New stuff---I got this brand new CD in the mail today because the Internet God's knew how much I wanted it, so they made sure I got it the day before the actual release date. Its Gretchen Peters Northern Lights... Love it love it love it love it... Its a Christmas CD but Gretchen wrote a few tracks and honestly she and her accompanist Barry Walsh are genius's. If heaven had a sound I'm sure it would sound like the Northern Lights CD.. See i don't get blogging to yourself? This is the deal- what is appropriate to talk about on here? Do you really wanna hear my hopes and my dreams... I hope to become a true narcissist because I like to date narcissists, apparently and you know the saying, if you can't beat 'em, join em'. I dream of one day breaking my arm horribly, so I can get into Seattle Grace hospital and have, the lovely Dr Torres set it for me..No Pain, no gain ;) Seattle Grace Hospital is real and don't you dare say its just a TV show....I might go all postal.... If you've never heard Sara Ramirez sing, go to her website. She's got a beautiful version of "Colors of the Wind". She also won a Tony Award for her Role in the Broadway hit - Spamalot.

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L

Too MUCH?

So I am sitting here racking my brain, on the issues at hand.. So many many many issues...Monkey's are being mistreated, the president is senselessly killing american girls and boys, there's a climate crisis...People are losing it in our own front yard, its ok for us to go abroad and savagely kill others for monetary gain, (just don't do it in our own front yard or suddenly 31 people's lives that are lost seem important to the government, when in reality the 3000 soldiers who have died means squat as long as we get that oil)
of course this isn't what the president tells you,, they(the bush admin) tell you we're fighting a war on terror...In the name of terrorism give us control of that oil...Yes it definetely feels like a sloppy attempt by the government to slather morality mayonaise on the bread of horrorible capitalistic measures to seize control...Just cover the bread with the mayonaise, it will still look good...What happened to gov't for the people by the people....Now it looks more like , gov't for the people we buy....Its all too much! Why isn't someone standing up and taking action? Why the hell do only a few know about the climate crisis that is facing the world? Why when EVERYONE knows that a month ago britney spears shaved her head? Whats wrong people, what has happened?

Wake up!


Laura

Differrent

What do you do when you think differently? What happens when people say oh yeah I get it, to ninety nine percent of the shit you say? What happens when you thnk so differenty than the majority of the world? Let me tell you what happens....You feel alone! You talk, walk, live and ar alone...Something or someone has given you a gene that makes you think this way. Maybe it was given to you to make a difference, maybe you're supposed to revolutionize the world...But its hard to revolutionize anything when you are your only fan... People don't get me..What makes me laugh doesn't make others laugh... its kinda like banging your head against a brick walll....

Anyone who is a science fiction fan has got to check out the website for Sanctuary, just click on the banner at the bottom of this page...This show is going to be web based. And it looks incredible it stars amanda tapping from stargate sg-1. But get this the entire set is filmed on green screen/...No set locations, few props, most of it is computer generated...If you watch the trailer you will be amazed, because it looks soo real...Eventually they plan to make it interactive, where the viewers participate in the story lines and everything..Im really excited about it!! I think the first webisodes are going to air in may..

message boards, instigation and drama

Ok normally I never speak up or anything when I'm on a fansite message board. I know better, if you don't agree, just don't respond but today, I made the stupid mistake of opening my mouth or well in this case letting my fingers run wild...There was a post beneath mariska hargitay's pics at a gotham magazine party or whatever it was. This post said *I was gagging all the way through until the last two, BD is cute : ) Ok well there has been a lot of complaints lately of Olivia and elliot being the center of the show (law and order svu) putting the other characters on the back-burner.. It didn't used to be that way, really it was a team effort and I am in agreement with them for the most part. Ok back to the post, Chris Meloni was also in a few of the pics that I'm talking about, I assumed that this person was gagging because of all the attention the actor and actress were recieving once again, So me being a Mariska fan, was a little offended by the remark.... So i just wanted to bring to light the fact that even though Mariska was receiving alot of the lime light...It didn't mean she wasn't still a good actress and a good person....So I posted beneath this persons post, these feelings...Hell my exact post was this...Ya know, I know Mariska has been in the lime light alot but still it doesn't mean that she isn't a good actress, she does try to help people but thats just my opinion... And of course i caught hell...What I said is now "The attacking and accusing post" And of course the person who posted it was gagging over Mariska's hair, And i made an extreme assumption....So whatever thats all i have to say, I'm a firm believer in if you can't say something nice don't say anything at all...whenever i break that rule I suffer